i can’t keep looking at your mouth..(and you know what).. without wondering how it tastes.
gimme dat boo.
you don’t want to know what i was feeling when i posted this…
or do you?
so i’m back.
and ready to flood your dashboards with not only entertaining pictures..
but with more thoughts..
more of me..
i made a new tumblr..
it was suppose to be something more personal..
but then i realized..
that it is foolish of me to be ashamed/embarrassed of how i feel
to the point where i have to make a whole new tumblr..
so the next couple of blogs
will consist of my new/old tumblr..
i am back here now..
where i will stay.
to all those who care
i apologize for my absence
and foolish thoughts of keeping my feelings a secret.
let’s begin a new beginning
time for me to go on a hiatus from this thing.
but let me put in one more list of today’s confessions:
_i’m fucking urked right now.
_i dolled up and made breakfast for nothing this morning. i feel stupid.
_being irresponsible pisses me off.
_i can be irresponsible at times.
_i dislike the shit you blog about sometimes.
_i wish this tumblr was only for my eyes and a select few to see.
_god i’m so fucking annoyed right now.
_i feeling like kicking trash cans and spitting on people’s shoes.
_i fucking killed my fishes last night. i was trying to clean out their water but they went into shock..i’m a fucking fish murderer.
_i don’t want to feel like this again and by any means, i’ll make sure i’ll avoid it.
_i love the name abela.
see you in 2 days, 2 weeks or 2 lifetimes.